每每看到这样的字眼，总是伤神上眉。

这几天在某些事情上有些沮丧，也有无奈。得知自己的力不从心，得知自己的过犹不及，总之最后的结果就是，什么都远离吧。
这个sem过到现在，晃晃悠悠已经三个星期，也开始考虑回家的事情。时间总是不等我回过神来就走得好快，两手空空。
没有信心遵守的承诺，无数次地说出了口，那么，履行地如何呢，恐怕对方也已经无所谓了吧。
一直以来都因为人生中对某些人说过的谎言而想要弥补，可是依旧觉得还是无从下手。要让自己的罪恶在那之前被融释，却又不得不得。

The POLI0052 course is really a quite diversed class!
Many of the students are exchange from different countries, or goverment law student, or even IBGM!! (The Korean lecturer is handsome as well ^_^) Just after the 2 hours, I have a strong feeling that I have to improve my English... >.< You know, having been influenced by those STAT or MATH lecturers or mainland tutors, my oral English is getting more and more localized >.< kinda casual and "Chineselized"!  Mh, though I might quit the course, it does inspire me to improve my English again (It seems to be much more efficient than the New Oriential School which is full of weired Chinese ways to learn English...)

The title today is "if you go away", mh, which are words came up to me in the last 1 hour.

Making things in a direct way seems to be my specialise, though it never works in front of you. I don't know, what it means by going away. I think if you go, I won't follow or try to hold you back. But whether I am meaningless is sth does matter. I might just be someone passing by, or someone distant away. How many times I hoped to get closer, things turned out to be fruitless or vain. Then finally, I give up everything. Nonetheless, actually, you never goes away from me. You pump up at times reminding me sth. Plz, plz, plz just go way.

正式开学了。

其实自己都为这个学期捏一把汗。明摆着的课表和明摆着的楼里的活动，当然，更重要的，还是学习。

今天第七个exchange出现了。而且那人似乎希望把她的exchange朋友也带来。我不是不喜欢exchange，但一层楼一共才22个人，这么多exchange是不是太多了些？！倘若没有Charlotte,那两个freshmen似乎也不属于五楼。那，五楼算什么？对于SA来说，五楼到底是什么？！

China's Me Generation

Thursday, Jul. 26, 2007 By SIMON ELEGANT / BEIJING